juz hate today....

today is just a bad day.....some coussie died....so went there, they say no need help....so fine....i go home la....den dear asked if wanna go mel's bday....so ok la....whole day i spent sleeping cos got migraine den some more the weather real syok...woke up already freaking late....cos early morning go to d deceased's place...real shit....go get mel a gift....went back to pack den headed straight to his house....party was superb but me & dear received a call....his mom...the mom like beh syok dear to send me home....i mean come on la...wats d problem?...i noe i ****ed up my past....i paid for the consequences...ppl tot i was a slut n all, i had to put up with it....some aunty-aunty still think i m evil k?...as though i m like those ghosts that can suck ur soul....so as usual, i expressed la...saying that y ppl stil treat me like that...dear got mad....drove like a mad man...tok to him, dun wanna answer.....come on la...i m asking him to be careful nia k....i said since ur mom is making such a great fuss, we go church...den we c how la...he was like so pissed....drove more crazily....wat is it with man?i hate it when ppl shout at me....guess wat?...he shouted at me.....yea...rite at my face....and he said i m not happy with him....dunno la....if he thinks that, i can think whatever shit i want....even the part where i m an idiot....so we went round n round Queensbay....he said sry but still....i m stil pissed...i dun care....i even drank coffee though i m allergic to it....n now i have gastric...but i dun care...he was like, dun drink d...later gastric....i straight say u can do what u want, so can i....whatever la....i m still real mad...somemore now is our monthly anniversary....i wont say sry....everytime we argue, i m d one soften down first....wat la....ugh!


*one more thing... the maid...always 'juling' n stare at me...whats her problem?...she even accused me n joseph lau that we drank d whole tin of milo...which we didnt...wat the?...just a terrible day....
-pissed :esther