yay!...one paper over...left 4 more!

At last I finished my History paper and it was easier than what i expected....now just need to pray and hope that marker s lenient and kind...i studied so much and thorough that my brains were about to blow....as for my honey...yea...it is undeniable that we do fight and all but deep down we still love each other....he was so kind that he waited for me while i sat for my paper cos i couldn't bring my phone into the hall....he waited 4 and 1/2 hours....poor baby....i know he loves me...it is just that sometimes things are so complicated that we argue...well...throughout this relationship we know and understand each other more....we see the dark sides of one another....honestly speaking he was more of trying to please his mom and i hate that a lot....sometimes we fight cos of that...hehex...love...like what nabila said...love is complicated...lots of sacrifices need to be made and well....the greatest love that was ever demonstrated is the love of God....Bible says that husband must love his wife just as He loves the church and wife must submit to her husband...me and Joe are definitely getting there...the funniest thing is that many people said we looked alike!!!!when i first attended college, my friends thought that we were siblings...they nearly died of shock when they saw us holding hands....hahaz....Jimmy commented on the looking alike thing during Kon way's party...and last sunday, Brian's mom said the same thing....hmmm...do we really look so alike?....better go study literature...next Wednesday got paper on poems & prose....14/10 got paper on drama...15/11 got paper on law data response...last paper on law paper 2!!!!i havent started on both law n lit....better get going...hopefully i do better than just pass....I LOVE MY JOSEPH LAU!!!!!:)

sick n tired...

i m so sick,tired,frustrated...seriously now what position am i standing in A's heart...multiple times I had been thrown with harsh tone...what am I?...the way A treats all the friends is way better then the way I have been treated...this s called love?...to be love,yet yell at?....I got scolded for no reasons, come on ok?...i angry...you scold me....i rush you into things, you say i impatient...then when u urself does it...u r right n i point u out...u say oh...i always right n u wrong....i dont think i want to accept any apologies...u showing me that u dun love me anymore n i m FED UP!!!!hear that?....no point trying to be happy...u said sry n everytime i ve the fear dunno u ll repeat it again....dun u dare say i hate being with u or it s hard being with u k...enough s enough!


~esther

living the life?..living my dreams?..or vice versa?

i have put myself thru law for like months....n i started to ponder...am i living up to what i want or m i living up to the $$$ i will get?recent days, the newspaper is splattered with news of legal professions being involved in all sorts of crime.Hey, these people are supposed to be the ones who stand for justice and now?Money is a definte root of all evil. IPG totally sucks and I wont advise anyone to go there unless you want to face a bunch of lousy people especially those in the management. Law?Business?What shall I go for?Should I live up the dreams and desires that my parents have for me or my own wants and passion. I am certain that I wont let $$$ be the goal o motive anymore. Honestly speaking I actually didnt wait for God's approval when I took up this course. Now, I am at the cross-road, whether to please God or man. If I do law, I defintely dont want to earn my rice bowl by doing paper works only but I want to work in the field of Criminal or Family Law. Going through that means I might have to stand up for the guilty and be indulged with the heart-breaking scene-divorce. Will I be able to withstand the pressure in future?or will I just fall apart?I want to take this chance to apologise to Nabila. Hey, if you read this, I just want to let you know that these few days I am totally confused and I just want to disappear from college, at the same time prepare for exams.I am confused.Seriously need prayers and God's help. Now, i am must put full force on my studies. next wednesday got History paper already. my honey is like supporting me through and my moods are like s***.well, i just need prayers and God's guide.

*confused-Esther*

it has been a long time...

it has been a long time since i blogged....lots of things happened...first i fell sick n now it still kinda hurt and my nose is betraying me cos it cant stop leaking....i got my 1st ipod n so freaking :)....exams r juz round d corner n dad gave me d permission to not go to class n do my revision....i so dun wanna fail n resit the entire semester...btw, i passed all my subjects but i still wanna get a least a B for all subjects....*dreamz*...dad s always going on n on bout it is not that hard to do well for A-Levels....at least muz get a credit...but i want merit!....if not distinction...actually,dad has alwasy been a great dad....supporting me in life in every way...i do have nightmares with him but well, he is still dad....latest tragic news that i mite have to travel on a emergency....my cousin met with an accident 2 months ago, now only a blood clog was found...he is quite poor since his dad died long time ago....*sigh*...life s short....n well, it s like a candle....it mite go off anytime....well...gtg...revision....that s all for now...

~esther~

ahhh!!!!

i m sick now....so nothing much that i can do but juz curl up in bed due to the intense pain....so sian....*sigh*....my dear s like super kind....well....we saved quite alot for our future....n he took some money out n we got an ipod!!!!hahaz...:)....at least out of the sickness, i got something to be joyful about....
lazy to blog d....will put picts of it soon....

~sickly esther~

:)

I am like a total jinx.....hahaz....2 nokia n series that fell in my hands ended up in the hospital....1st is n80, my precious baby....something went wrong den always hang....den straight very slow....haiz....den my dear pass me the n72, suddenly the screen went white, all the background went haywire...i freaked out...so juz restart the phone but by this morning, the whole screen turned white....real s***.....i was like so so down....dear is like an angel...kept saying that it s not my fault....n he took me to buy a new phone....ah!!!!!!!i m like on cloud 9......now i m a proud owner of a sony ericsson w850i.....yay me!!!!hahaz....:)....thank God for everything....

Buying our 1st All-in-one printer...

As Dear was in class, so i got like 2hours to wonder. I dropped by a hardware store jz opposite the college. Guess what, saw a bargain. There was a Canon and a Hp all-in-one 4sale. Took my time to make comparisons. Seems like the Hp is a much more worth it product. Messaged Dear to discuss about it. She gave the green light so i went on to talked to the sales man. Good PR. So i chong 4 the Hp. Only left three units. Display unit and 2new ones...















Dear having the first hand in opening the printer...

















Checking for warranty cards and instruction manuals...
















Taking off the plastic covers... Marvelous smell of a new thing...Hehex
















After installing the driver for the printer on Dear's Twinhead, we started to try print pictures on 4r photo papers that were discounted...
















Printing usher list for Ignite Youth... Marvelous ink. Very precise. To the dote...







Some pictures of the box and the printer itself... Pictures speaks a thousand words...