i want my daughter to look like her!

I so want my daughter to look like her. She is the cute little Asian featured as a Guess Kids model. She is simply adorable!

~esther~

Too much RAM...

Well, as stated by Dear, we went PC fair. Walao. Worst than fish market. But this time around lots of notebooks for sale. Kau Sai. Like dirt cheap!!!. Less than RM2000 can get INTEL CORE2 DUAL or AMD TURION X2 64. But specific hardware not much. Couldn't fine what i really was looking for. My Dad went in the afternoon. Bought me another stick or RAM. 1GIG!. Holy cow. Now my pc has 3GIG of RAM !?. So much dunno what to do also. Hahaz...


*Joe*

New Camera!

Finally, my parents replaced the lost camera with a brand new one. Yesterday we went to PC Fair and after a lot of squeezing, we managed to get a great deal.What actually happened was really funny that me and my dear can't stop laughing at it.Anyhow, we still got a cool black camera.





~esther~

contented...

I have decided to work and study while pursuing my degree. I no longer want to be a true parasite by taking glory of my parents wealth. Seriously, buying stuffs on your own makes you feel so much better then begging your parents for a new handbag or a beautiful pair of stiletto or a new Ipod.It is no point claiming that you are a fairy tale princess when you are in actual fact a parasite. 'Oh, that's my SLK!' But in actual fact you are saying,"Oh,that's the thing that nearly sucked my parents dry!". I love to be a princess but in reality, life doesn't work that way. I have no intentions to offend anyone because most of my friends are very humble especially those from IGNITE.hehex...I am already contented to have a great GOD, amazing parents though they can be quite annoying at times and a wonderful soul mate-MY HONEY who is so loving and all. I don't need an expensive car to make me happy though my parents are trying to get me one. I don't want to be a pressure to my parents but a blessing. I have to think of my siblings unlike some inconsiderate individuals who are all about me, myself and I; and I want more,more and more! Sometimes in life we should just stop and take a breathe to thank God for everything whether it is big or small. Stop going round claiming that your family is well-off but instead thank God for all His tender mercy and great blessings upon your life.

~esther~

A little help...

To all that is reading this, jz a lil help from you. In the previous blog post, i blogged that i bought a new DESKTOP pc. Maybe you could ask around like friends or family that may want a pc. I'm planning to sell it off as I don't really play games on it and get myself a decent notebook. As for the full performance, it's marvelous. Games that i've tried on this pc.

1.Crysis
2.NFS Pro Street
3.Fuel of War
4.Command & Conquer (From Red Alert, RA2, Zero Hour, Tiberrium Wars)
5.Counter Strike
6.Wolfteam
7.O2jam
8.Age of Empire 3
9.Gunbound
10.GRAW 2



Specs...

-AMD Athlon64X2 Dual-Core processor 5200+
-Gigabyte GA-M57SLI-S4 (Can handle 2graphics card side by side using SLI)
-Power Colour ATI Radeon X1550 256MBGddr2 - 64bit
-(x2)1GB Kingston 667Mhz
-160GB Western Digital 7200rpm
-Trendsonic casing (Included 450W - non true power)
-(x1)Cooler Master system cooler fan
-(x1)Cooler fan extracted from old power supply

*Please NOTE - Never been overclocked.
*Bought on the month of Feb2008.
*Selling maybe at RM1800

*JOE*
Aligato for your help... (",)

Sunday School...

Little Janice was not the best student in Sunday school. Usually she slept through class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, “Tell me Janice, who created the universe?” When Janice didn’t stir, little Johnny, a boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear.

“God Almighty!” shouted Janice and the teacher said, “Very good” and Janice fell back asleep.

A while later the teacher asked Janice, “Who is our Lord and Saviour.” But, Janice didn’t even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again.

“Jesus Christ!” shouted Janice and the teacher said, “Very good,” and Janice fell back asleep.

Then the teacher asked Janice a third question. “What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?” and again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin.

This time Janice jumped up and shouted, “If you stick me with that thing one more time, I’ll break it in half and stick it up your ass!”

… the teacher fainted!

TV-Series...

DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES!!!

Everyone that watches TV most of their lives has a favorite TV-Series. As for my Dear n Me, we love this. Just refer to the picture. Hahaz. Damn nice show ah. This is the story. At first, Dear watches it on TV and follow it like crazy. Wasn't really ok with it at first. Thought bad show ma. Mana chai, i kena addicted. Strait i go Batu Ferringgi and get SEASON 1 to the latest one. YAY!...

*Joe*

Most Favoured...

Dear n Me had agreed to next time when we earn enough money, we'll be getting this baby
as our everyday car. But i'll let Lou Poh use of course. I'll be getting myself a kelisa. not really a choice of many, but i love it. Will sure put in money to you know what la... Compared to the new C-Class,we feel BMW did a better job.






*Joe*

Be patient...

Ppl, as you all know, things in the market are not doing very well. Just a word of advice. If those of you or your friends are looking for a decent PC, wait just a while more. The market price for DESKTOP and NOTEBOOKS will drop. Serious. Just look at the brouchers in your newspaper everyday about notebooks. DAMN cheap right?. Of if you need jz a running notebook to meet needs like normal web surfing, microsoft applications, little of media, a P4 ok d. Go here. *www.lelong.com.my* Should cost you less than RM950 if you are lucky. But if you have the budget around RM1500 - RM1800, just get yourself a new notebook. Don't compare with your rich friends la. Their notebook can cost till RM3000 - RM5000.

Blog Space Dedicated to Esther's Parents...

Well, for the past one month plus, i've been working hard at JG-LOGISTICS. Great place to gain experience actually. I mostly do sales, export, lil accounts things n stuff. I wanna thank Uncle Alan and Sis Wendy for giving me the opportunity to work here. Except for one old man who thinks he is "SI PEK GAO". Even boss don't want listen. "KNN" him. Hehex... But overall, I'm pretty much ready for college with this experience.

",

*Joe*

blessings!

The past week I have been complaining and trying to keep a cool composure. Finally, something good turn out of it. I am currently helping my dad at his office together with my dear. It is a long story of what is going on and happened but I got a pay cheque that was beyond my expectation as I thought that I have to kerja buta. I was really trusting God for a miracle because me and Joe committed a sum of money for JP5. Not only God blessed us, He gave us more than we expected. I got a voucher from Guess so I rewarded myself and so did honey.

I bought this baby....actually it is my dream shoes...something that I have always wanted and finally someone designed it!

frustration...

i really frustrated....sick and tired of everything...i just want to quit it all....from my work, my life, my studies, my family....everything....nothing I have done whether good or bad receive what it deserves but all i get is real crap!

~esther~

life s real...heaven s real...so is hell

these few months,in fact it has been nearly a year since I hide from God. I know this may sound cliche but it is the fact. Every time I go to church, I just put a smile on my face and just letting the problem lay behind my mind. Life was always good and God was so faithful but I have been selfish as I put my own dreams and worldly desires swarm me. Actually this was how it begun...

The year was 2006 and that was when we had Cheq Up conference. The second night, the pastor asked if anyone of you felt led by God to serve full-time, come and I will pray for you. The speaker prophesied that I would be a minister and my heart is for our church. That was 2 years ago....when my SPM results were out, I started laying off my calling and pursued my dreams...I knew I was going down the wrong road but I held on. College life was hard and I even stopped going for a while for I really felt like Jonah running away from God. Time to time when I go for altar calls, the Lord will prophesied again about my calling and in my heart, I can hear Him say 'When will you serve me?'...I really didn't know how to answer. As time goes by, God was something far away and my heart got stony and cold...As I worked on my own dreams, God was still faithful, I did well for my A-Levels and lecturers were shocked as I did self study. Daily, I will dream of getting rich, having my kids dressed in beautiful clothes, have a walked-in closet, my very own BMW, a great home and sending my kids to private school and overseas...lastly, I even went further in going against God's will when I decided to go to UK and live there permanently. Whenever I think of that, the thought of losing all my desires once I serve God will flood my mind....I seriously knew that I have went wrong, but yet still reluctant to turn back....

Today, I saw people being tormented by spirits...since young, my dad told me stories about deliverance based on his experiences...don't play with my dad,though he is a smart business man, he did deliverance before and he got certificate from Bible school for leadership...I knew spirits were real as I have seen it before...but yet, I am still stubborn. Today one of my college mate got delivered and again, God asked me bout my calling. Today, I decided to not be Jonah anymore. Pastor Rajan, again confirmed God's calling,he said that I was meant to reached out to the lost souls in Penang. NOW, I seriously need prayers...I need to make major decisions in my life...mock exams are next week and then I will have my finals...if I have to quit law, I need wisdom to break the news to my parents....my mind s still confused...just pray for me...

esther

About farting...

This is own experience. And really works k. Try it if you have the time. Well, I was in a bus. Quite a lot of ppl actually. Then accidentally "kentut". Hey, cannot blame me le. Malaysian road like shit. The stupid bus pang pung pang up and down the road. So, chun chun got smell. But, stay calm. Then i look around to spot my target. FOR?. Ok. I look at the guy and started like fanning my hand in front of my nose. Know what i mean. Walaoeh, everyone look at him and started doing the same thing. Hahaz. Man, that time i feel like a pro. Seriously, AMAZING!. I tried in lifts, escalators, bus stops n etc. ALL WORKS!!!...

*Joe*

Kitty pics...

Hehex. Tequila or gunbound kitty.



Self-confidence.



Bath time...